Sensing what others can’t

Some may not believe but I know what I’ve been through

Eversince I was young Ive been able to sense the unseen and feel what others can’t. I feel at times it’s a curse sometimes I don’t understand what it is I’ve had my doubts thinking I’m just bat shit crazy! I feel it’s a curse at times and knowing it’s with me for the rest of my life. I admit I don’t know how to control what I sense and know I have to seek some kind of guidance with it but I’m afraid of being judged. There’s more to come but I’m just giving a general idea what’s in my head literally 24/7

-Chris